Being a Sensitive Girl

I get told all the time that I'm too sensitive and that I shouldn't take peoples so called jokes to heart, well sorry but that's just who I am, do people think I enjoy being so sensitive and knowing my feelings get hurt too easily sometimes.? It's not easy to be sensitive, I always have to fight back tears when I'm mad or overly stressed because my tear ducts seem to be directly connected to my emotions, and when people see you cry it makes them feel like they have power over you and it makes you look weak. Which I'm sure that's what people think of me they think i'm weak. But I'm not sometimes people are just ass holes and like to say rude shit to you to bring you down on purpose cuz they don't like to see you succeed at anything than when they learn that what they said pissed you off than they try to cover it up by saying oh well I was just kidding that's how I am I joke around, um sorry but how is saying something rude to someone and putting them down funny? Cuz it's not funny to me sorry don't sit there and tell me you are my friend but than constantly say shit to me that puts me down or expect me to always have your back but than you never have mine and expect me to wanna be nice and friends with you but than you talk shit on me, if that's what you think friendship is you got a long dissappointing road ahead of you my dear. Maybe I'm not sensitive maybe you're just a bully and maybe you really aren't a nice person, and I don't like to associate with bullies. Some people really need to check themselves because sorry but I won't associate with people who enjoy be littling me and putting me down, and who only take instead of give. There's nothing wrong with being sensitive and people who think you should be ashamed of how you are don't deserve to be part of your life.